™╬~♫Јanelle~♫╬™

05th Feb 2012

2012-02-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

不报任何希望，就不会失望。
when there is no hope, there will be no dissapointment.

well, i am certainly a typical "scorpio"

2012-02-04T08:50:00.000-08:00

天蠍座不喜歡依靠別人
但如果你是他想要依靠的人，那請你不要讓他失望。

天蠍座的世界很難有人走進
但如果你恰巧走了進去，那請你不要輕易走出來，否則會在他的心裡留下一個漏洞
而那個漏洞對他來說，永遠都不會癒合。

如果你看到他的眼淚，請相信這絕不是他在博同情
這是內心驕傲的他不得已的場景

天蠍座討厭虛偽，討厭謊言，討厭欺騙。
其實天蠍經常硬撐，即使一百個委屈，都習慣用自己的方式，獨自一人承擔。

真正痛苦的候,其實沒人看得見。
他很注重公平。凡事都會分得清清楚楚，不會去占別人便宜。
他非常重感情。只要他真心認定的朋友，都會真心對待。

第一直覺對天蠍來說非常的重要
也就是說，一開始喜歡就會越來越喜歡，可以為此付出真心
而如果是第一眼就讓天蠍討厭，那麼在他們的世界基本上就很難改變了
倘若你明知道不受歡迎，還要主動的討好
可別怪他們冷，再怎樣的獻殷勤在天蠍看來也只是作秀，是完全不會領這份情的

天蠍座的雙面性格：時尚毒蠍與癡情宅蠍

天蠍座由代表「慾望、毀滅、革新」的冥王星所守護。提到天蠍座，很多人的第一印象就是：性感、善妒、報復心、佔有慾。甚至有不少「證人」出面指控天蠍座強烈的控制慾和報復手段，言之鑿鑿指出他們敢愛敢恨的特質。然而，天蠍座的內心，卻是出乎你意料的單純魯莽！

時尚毒蠍

冥王星強烈且極端的性格，深深影響著天蠍座。他們對於自我的要求很高，小時候很聽父母的話，也很怕被親戚拿來比較。看似冷靜的他們，會讓大家以為他根本不在乎被比較，但天蠍座個性其實是很好強的，只要有人說他不如誰，天蠍座一定會在心裡記很久，努力證明給大家看。

好強又有完美主義的天蠍座，如果碰到強勢的父母，通常會變得壓抑不多話。在人多的場合，他寧可把舞台留給別人表演，自己知道努力的進度就好。天蠍座看起來很低調，但其實超期待別人的讚美和肯定！就算滿臉不在乎，內心也會灑花加轉圈圈。

無論天蠍座的先天條件多優、家庭背景多硬、後天努力多亮眼，他們心裡仍是會有不滿足的自卑感浮現。標準的天蠍座雖然很善解人意，但人際溝通仍是他們頭痛的一環。時尚毒蠍型的天蠍座為了掩飾自己的沒自信，會用質感很好的衣飾來打扮自己，會去蒐集許多的科技時尚資訊來充實自己，想與人增進更多話題。時尚毒蠍會很樂意與人分享他最新的時尚、科技戰利品，甚至是他所碰到的豔遇，但談到真正喜歡的人和原生家庭的問題，往往會很警覺地轉移話題。時尚毒蠍會給人健談的錯覺，他可能會挖出你許多祕密，但不見得會掏心掏肺跟你搏感情。

然而，沒有天生的時尚毒蠍。天蠍座的美感渾然天成，但他對打扮自己卻是很晚開竅。時尚毒蠍女的打扮神秘而性感，喜歡穿深色衣服，卻很會利用配件讓自己受人矚目。時尚毒蠍男會開始打扮，往往是受到感情上的刺激，如告白失敗或被人狠甩，才會痛定思痛開始大變裝。

許多天蠍座都是因為從事業務工作才開始變身時尚毒蠍，回到家後卻邋遢到讓你認不出來！

時尚毒蠍變美的目的只有兩個：想讓舊情人後悔，吸引新的邂逅。請注意，是邂逅，不是戀愛！受過傷的時尚毒蠍，不見得會報復原來的情人，但遊戲人間的態度卻時常讓真正喜歡他的人受傷！

癡情宅蠍

所有的天蠍座都是癡情宅蠍，時尚毒蠍只是他瀟灑迷人的糖衣。

當「時尚、癡情、毒、宅」這四個特質都會同時出現在天蠍座身上，你聽起來可能很荒謬！但天蠍座的確對美、流行、科技等資訊十分敏感，就算不會打扮，他可能很懂3C或是流行歌曲。癡情宅蠍不愛交際，不容易動心。就算出席聚會也多半在放空，如果沒有死黨在場，他會很慌。（即使他看起來面無表情）

天蠍座的桃花運不錯，但曖昧或戀愛談得多不見得他愛的人多，很多時候，癡情宅蠍是邊談戀愛，邊在心裡面愛著另外一個人。那人可能是他初戀對象、暗戀多年沒結果的、曾經給過他甜美回憶卻不了了之的。癡情宅蠍看似癡情，卻不專一。要是哪天他心裡留著空位的那人回來了，他極有可能會背叛身邊的戀人，奔去對方身邊。

癡情宅蠍的掌控慾強，溫和一點的是偷聽你講電話、偷用GOOGLE查你的舊情人；激進一點的則是偷看你簡訊和MSN對話記錄、奪命連環扣、直接指名道姓逼問你和某某某的關係。反正他除了上學上班，其他時間都宅在家，除了動漫能轉移他注意力，就只有戀愛可以激起他的鬥志。

有人說天蠍座敢愛敢恨、善於報復，但卻對這種種「傳說」抱著強烈質疑，全怪身邊的蠍子們太不像蠍子。

所熟識的蠍子不下十個，個個都是悶騷透頂的傢伙，暗戀別人可以憋個把月甚至經年，搞曖昧卻死不表白，直到對方受不了，投入別人懷抱才懊悔。雖然說那是他們沒有安全感，但覺得那是愛耍神秘過了頭。他們的神秘氣質當然可以吸引異性，但深入認識後你就會發現：蠍子們常常只是不擅言詞和心不在焉，根本不是想像裡的陰沉險詐。

天蠍座通常長得又帥又美，不然至少有電眼和性感雙唇。但他們自卑感卻是數一數二的強烈！照顧情人非得無微不至，全日待命，戀愛中的蠍子簡直就像對方的貼身秘書，完全喪失自我。

OK！你可以說他「敢愛」，但我身邊的蠍子一但被甩，個個都是獨自縮回角落療傷，自怨自艾自殘，沒見哪個有志氣點的向對方呼兩巴掌。到底「天蠍座愛報復」這傳說哪來的？真令人質疑！

Hillsong United - Saviour King - With Subtitles/Lyrics - HD Version

2011-07-06T10:10:00.000-07:00

7th July 2011

2011-07-06T09:52:00.000-07:00

whoopz... have not update my blog ever since I came back from Kuala Lumpur..
Life is easy here.. in Ipoh...
So relaxing... stress-less..
I am currently working in a sunglasses shop..
six days a week.. a very enriching life..! PHYSICALLY.. but not SPIRITUALLY..
My relationship with God is currently facing a critical drop-down..
I have to work even on Sundays..
Months without attending church services?
How can this be happening? I do not dare to imagine...
Lord.. Please forgive me.. =(

Set Free

2011-05-06T10:28:00.000-07:00

Weee~~~~~~ Bmuahahahaha! Finally ended my last test...!!
hmm... I am not really satisfy for what I did in my exam...
5 subjects in 4 days.. and each subject includes both semester 1 and semester 2..
Can you imagine how many notes are there ?
Slept 3hours+ nearly every day and drank coffee every day!
pity my liver... I should have love you more... =(
Just found out that my pharmacology leacturer had posted out the question and answer for the exam in facebook... aikz... and none of us know it until today..
Sigh......... but nevermind... I wont fail that subject.. ^^
Pharmacology is one of my favourite subject..=p
However I only studied 1 hour plus for my Operative Dentistry.. which was in the same day with Pharmacology
And I don't really know what to write in that paper.. I even slept while holding my pen...
Yesterday's Dental Material too, was blanked when I saw those essay questions..
Had gastric pain and menorrhea that night.. couldn't stay focus ..
The feeling was horrible !
I was sitting at the very last place, at the back of the exam hall, observing~
Everyone was busy writing but I has got nothing in my brain...
First time experienced that! It was extremely monstrous!!
Was too exhausted I guess..
really need to pray hard for it!!!!!
so that I wont kena viva and resit for these papers... =p
I am going to Pulau Ketam tomorrow..
May tomorrow be a blessed day!

Take Time

2011-04-26T11:44:00.000-07:00

"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift; that's why they call it the present"
-Eleanor Roosevelt-

Take time to think, it is the source of power.
Take time to read, it is the foundation of wisdom
Take time to play, it is the secret of staying young.
Take time to be quiet, it is the opportunity to seek God
Take time to be aware, it is the opportunity to help others.
Take time to love and be loved, it is God's greatest gift.
Take time to laugh, it is the music of the soul.
Take time to be friendly, it is the road to happiness.
Take time to dream, it is what the future is made of.
Take time to pray, it is the greatest power on earth.

" There is a time for everything.."

-Unknown Author-

Hahaz..which means I can still update my blog eventhough I am having exam tomorrow.. hahahaha!

Good Friday

2011-04-22T09:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was indeed a memorable day..
kinda busy with my studies now
but i hope to share this with you guys..

it's a meaningful movie
I am still touched by this movie although I've watched it many times
Hope you'll like it.. =)

不去担心

2011-04-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐的看每一天

this is from 郭靜's心墙
I find this quite meaningful
life shouldn't be filled with worries, anxieties..
always have the peace that everything will end out perfectly..
have the faith that God have them all, in plans..
do not compare with others
live your own life
we always pray that we can have the "peace" in our hearts
but why do we become "stress" when we received that "peace"?
Do not be influenced by others who are "stress"
but be thankful for that "peace"

Someone I dislike

2011-04-18T04:48:00.000-07:00

I seldom dislike someone..
but I simply dislike HER
She likes to criticize people..
She thinks her solutions, her ways are good and are THE BEST
And if you disagree with her.. she will argue with you until you agree with her..
She likes to give comments
and she speak as though you know nothing
She speaks like "teaching"
and she likes to say "har..你不知道的么？!" (it's so hurtful)
talking with her is kinda stress..as she evaluates everything you speak..and thus have to be VERY careful!
Besides she is a very sensitive person..
so better think before you speak with her, to prevent hurting her easily-hurt soul
really hope that she will change..
It's hard to tolerate with such people..
luckily won't be staying with me next year..
phew..
I should pray for her.. =)

遗忘

2011-04-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

你体会过被遗忘的感觉吗？
最近的我，就有那样的体会！
仿佛自己的存在没什么意义。。
明明站在人群中，却被漠视
问的问题没人理会
也插不进别人的话题
只是用耳朵听着。。。。别人的对话。。
若动作慢一些，就会被抛在后头。。
看着朋友离去的背影。。然后默默地在后头跟随着。。
脸皮厚的我却要装着没什么事情。。
脸上仍然挂着一丝微笑，然而心里却被一阵阵的空虚感包围着。。
脑海里还反复地思考着这问题
“我，被遗忘了吗？”
想着，想着，我何尝不是也曾经忽略过其他人..
在这繁忙的学生生涯里，或许我们也因为忙，而忽略了其他的人，事，物。。
忙，赶时间，并不是一个借口。。
比方说，再忙也要抽空联系在家的父母。。
再忙也要关心生病的朋友。。=）
不要遗忘任何一个人。。因为被遗忘的感觉没有很好。。
多关心身边的人吧！

Last mini test

2011-04-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

Yay ! did my last mini test for this semester..
Hurray!! Finally can take a long nap, rather than the 15minutes nap I took before those tests...
Went to celebrate Wanjen's birthday at Cola Club, with all my coursemates..24 of us..
Walked a long journey to reach a bus stop.. (that was a break through!)
And was sweating profusely when we arrived..
Ate a large chicken chop, plus a cola milk shake..
Ya, back to exam..
My final is around the corner..
hmm.. I shall prepare myself for it! by getting enough sleep, eating lots of supplement and of course FRUITS!
hehe.. before that, I shall practice my guitar first..
hoping to play a birthday song for Wanjen this Friday..which will be her BIG day..
aikz.. but my strumming isn't good, very inconsistent!
Well, I guess I just need to work more on it.. =)

Afraid of Christians?

2011-04-07T10:39:00.000-07:00

Yay! Finally finished all the mini tests... ^^
Planned to go celebrate (makan) with coursemates after washing out beloved "da bai"-church van
However when they found out that some of my church friends were actually following us..
They started telling excuses that the van may not fit all of us..
But by right, it could!
I just simply do not understand why they are so afraid of "Christians"
Are they afraid of being brain-washed by them?
sigh....
they think that Christians are "seller". "salesman" ? who always try to push their beliefs onto other people?
In fact, Christians do not want to force anyone else to become a Christian, because it can't be done!
Becoming a Christian is a matter of what is in your heart..
A person can be forced to proclaim Christ as their Lord and savior with their mouth, but unless it is in that person's heart the words are meaningless!
We wont discriminate you for being a non-Christian..
And we aren't forcing you to be a part of us..
So why afraid??
Hello people, we are just normal humans, we aren't that holy, and we do make mistakes..
SO, DO NOT BE AFRAID OF CHRISTIANS

Prayer works

2011-04-03T12:01:00.000-07:00

I got my purse back...
the person who took it placed it back, at the place I lost it..=)
Guilty huh? for stealing twice??
Although all the money is gone..
all the cards, IC, pendrive and earphone are still in there..
Praise the Lord!

carelessness kills

2011-03-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

Here comes my second punishment for not attending church service.. =.=
I lost my purse!
yesterday was just not my day..
did badly in my simulation class..
complex amalgam restoration was a tiring job..
I have to restore a molar tooth with 3 cusps missing..
but was only provided with small amalgam capsule..
where I need to repeat the procedure of placing it in the amalgamator for many times.. but someone was using it.. I waited for my turn.. the restoration was a failure due to partially set amalgam before the new one was being compacted..
well, confuse? haha.. Then, I shouldn't talk about this..
hmm..about my lost purse..
I was rushing to simulation and I placed it right at the top of my locker, on top of my file..
I fled to simulation lab without realizing its presence..
how careless I was..
I lost it twice at the same place..
but this time was worse..
my pendrive, earphone, ic, matric card and atm card were in there..
really have to pray hard for is return..
to the thief, "I am very sorry for making you to sin, you can have the money, but please give me back my cards and pendrive.."
May God bless me...

the warning

2011-03-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

hmm..woke up early at 5am..
planned to study .. but fell asleep..
woke up with a swollen eye lid, not knowing what happened
kinda bik chek for I did not study what I planned to..
evil thought cae in..and I decided not to go to church
Really sorry for WanJen as I have just promised her, not to leave her attending church service alone.. I broke my promise..
After telling her this bad news..
I walked back to my room..
Here came my punishment..
I accidentally knocked on my water bottlw, it was loosely capped
water spilled ..all over my table..
all over my books and notes..
aha! this is God's warning .. for I put studies as my priority rather than Him..
(regretting..)
And this is the punishment that I deserved..
Ended up blowing the books and notes with my hairdryer the whole morning.. =(
Repent Jan!

busyness kills

2011-03-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

说真的，我还蛮羡慕其他科（nutrition, diet, opto, audio)的学生。。
他们拥有充足的时间去做任何想要做的事情
他们可以参加所有教会举办的活动
参加许许多多的训练。。
学习很多很多的技巧。。
甚至是传教。。。
我，也很想参与啊。。
可是，时间真的是不足够。
礼拜四有life group
礼拜六又有prayer meeting
礼拜天去教会，来回kl 和 petaling jaya需要7小时
这些都已经让我吃不消了。。
加上每隔一，两个星期都有考试
我得study consistently..
真的没什么时间可以花了。。
每次忙完回来，看见朋友都在那里努力，我也只好相信神会帮助我。。
可是，拜托你们不要再要求什么了。。
你以为我不想成长？不想为神的国度做出任何贡献吗？
只是我所剩的时间不容许呀。。
有时我会想，为什么你们考试时可以取消life group，而我们考试时却要办呢么多的活动？
不过这不重要。。=）
但求你在牙科学生的角度想一想吧。。。

23th March

2011-03-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

a simple word of appreciation is enough to brighten up someone's day

20th March

2011-03-20T02:51:00.000-07:00

The world is full of trials, emotions, and distractions..
and these often make Christians invisible, in terms of their behaviors and actions.
Christians should be the light that illuminates and to promote life
We should be the role models of others
But first we should be clear of our own directions..
people may not listen to what we said, but they observe
the way we speak, and the way we react to things that happen..
We often withdraw ourselves from the things that we consider incorrect..
But is this the way that we should act?
As the light, we should show it and not hide it..
How can we be the light, if we do not enter the dark?
They won't see the differences in us, if we do not show them personally ..
However, don't be influenced!
But be a positive influence !

13th March

2011-03-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

Jesus loves each and every one of us..
He works through every child of His
He uses ordinary people...
Ordinary people just like us can do a lot of amazing things
IF we are WILLING to..
We do not need to be great people, doing great things..
Every single deed that helps others MAY CHANGE another person's life
So, we shall now start to do good..
Who knows it may help?
You Can Make A Difference!

11th March

2011-03-11T03:42:00.000-08:00

I found out that I am a self-centered person.. =(
I did every thing for my own good
I seldom concern about people around me..
May be I should learn to...
That sure is challenging!
But, I too, notice that every one is like that..
And if I become less self-centered while others aren't..
Am I going to be out-competed?
Hmmm......
think! hmm....

09th March

2011-03-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

wow.. i shall call it a day!
Went swimming with coursemates, 6boys and wanjen..
we swam at Vistana illegally, without obtaining a visitor pass
We swam, and had great fun there..
All of a sudden, a guard came.. 2 may be?? Am not very sure..
He was shouting at alan... I was blur, thinking that maybe blur blur alan had did something wrong.. Continued chit-chatting..
The situation became more serious..
And I noticed that boys were getting out of the pool..
Then only I found out that the guard was actually blaming us for not wearing proper swimming wear and did not get visitor passes..
We ran to the toilet..
Got ourselves dress up.. and rushed out...
However, the boys were unlucky enough, and were caught by the guards..
me and wanjen (with God's grace) were able to escape..
They were scolded and their IC number were recorded..
The story for that was that we shall get a visitor pass before we swim... LOL
we then went to eat at the nearby restaurant..
and we went back 8person, in a small Myvi..LOL...

A friend came to my room and is crying badly now..
I am no good in comforting people...
Well, I SHOULD LEARM it! Wee~~

08th March

2011-03-08T03:18:00.000-08:00

Did class II amalgam restoration today..
Hmm.. I need to find ways to improve my handskills..
the cavity preparation that I made was certainly not an ideal one.. Gambateh Jan!
All you need to do is PRACTISE! PRACTISE! and practise!

Well, had a long sleep yesterday night..
friends came to show me their dresses, to wear for the orchestra this saturday..
hours passed...
and they finally got their dress respectively..
I finally had time to study........
However, sleepiness struck.. and I fell into deep sleep..
Had many sweet dreams.. and I am glad that you're no longer in my dreams.. =)

06th March

2011-03-06T03:54:00.000-08:00

Today,I dutied as a PKC helper..
Kids are cute..
But naughty!
And have many questions to ask..
Especially the boys!
I told a kid to listen to the teacher..
But he kept asking me why.. "why ? why? tell me why?"
With God’s help, I actually listed out uncountable reasons for that… (so proud of myself ^^)
However, he didn’t to me and continued playing.. sigh..
Then, a teacher came, she yelled at him… And finally, he was tamed..
Gosh! I can never be that fierce.. may be I can try out someday when I have kids..
Or may be I should think twice about having any child..
They were so energetic.. walking around.. climbing up and down..
And I have to bring them down one by one..
Phew.. quite tiring…
Pastor Moses' son is indeed creative..
I saw his drawings..
He can draw a wolf.. and it does look like a wolf.. WOW! impressive!
Reached my hostel at 6.30pm..
Coursemates asked me to go out celebrate WanXiu’s birthday at 7pm..
But my eyes were, and swollen after wearing contact lens for so long..
One of it was inflamed too…
I said I can’t make it..
And their faces turned “black”
We always celebrate each others birthday… all 24’s..
I am really sorry .. I am really very tire… and my inflamed eyes is hurting me badly now..
But WL … She said “we are going out to celebrate BIRTHDAY, not PLAYING”
Hello, who is playing now? I am very serious about this..
And my eyes are really irritating me now! I hardly open it and tears and some sort of mucus are dripping out..
Couldn’t you guys be more considerate?
Me and Wanjen have been busied for 3 whole days..
Couldn’t you give us time to rest?!
We aren't like you all.. So free... We have great things to accomplish!
If you want us to go, why not you choose another day??
Really fed up about this…
Sometimes, I just feel that the non-Christians’ thoughts are really shallow…. Even some Christians too.. ZZzzz…
Hmm... well... It is really hard to please every one.. Anyway, I will learn ..
But I won't care that much.. For I shall please God rather than human...
=)

05th March

2011-03-04T09:18:00.000-08:00

Yay ! attended bible conference held in my church..

It was so cool..

Pastor Moses' preaching amazed me lots...

I can't believe a man like him, who's in his 40s, will be that energetic..

HYPER-ENERGETIC!

he spoke like youth..

and he even jumped up and down on the stage! =p

Was touched by the Holy spirit..

and cried badly..... till my make-up smeared.. T_T

I'll pray hard so that I may someday receive the Holy Spirit's baptism...

Gonna work really hard..... ^^

Tomorrow will be a busy but exciting day..

I can't wait for it !

04th March

2011-03-04T00:59:00.000-08:00

mm .. Had "meeting" test for English today..
Well-prepared for my point..

But did not voice out in the meeting.. sigh..

did not lead well as the chair person... (I am certainly not the leader-type person)

I wonder why am I always in the first group?

In every exam... I will be the first one to be tested..

while others have more time to prepare...... =(

I guess that's my fate.. I shall just accept it... =(

03rd March

2011-03-02T08:55:00.000-08:00

Talking about failure..

Life isn't easy..

Full of trials and unpredictable circumstances

But life without failure isn't LIFE

People learned from failures

We develop experience from each fall

We learn and try hard to prevent failing for the next time

and that is how we grow, mentally and physically...

Had microbiology mini test this afternoon

It wasn't not that hard after all..

But I was confused when I was doing the essay part..

Overlapping pieces of memory, of the notes I've read..

May be due to inflow of new knowledge after 1 hour of pathology and 2 hours of pharmacology classes

This time, I do not blame... =)

It's time to learn to let go..

There is not much difference in obtaining an "A" or a "B" or even a "C"

Enjoy every moment you have~

02nd March

2011-03-01T10:35:00.000-08:00

A bit nervous for tomorrow's mini test..

gastric pain strikes me once again... =(

bacterias' names lingering in my mind..

compacted little brain

May everything I read, remain until the hour I am tested.. ^^

28th Feb

2011-02-27T17:07:00.001-08:00

Oh my....

woke up early in the morning and I saw a spine-chilling scene!!

the toilet cleaner used a mop to mop the floor ( that's usual )

but she then used it to wipe the mirror and the basin and then back on the floor...

I can't believe my eyes...

And the main thing was !

my tooth brush and cup were somewhere on the basin!

THAT'S LOATHING!!!!!

27th Feb

2011-02-27T00:30:00.000-08:00

Well done jan!

You've done a good job..

Attended both church membership class and revival night ! Claps****

Hmm.. what to say.. I actually planned to attend only one event.. preferably revival night ..

so that I would have more time to prepare for my coming mini test..

Besides that, me and WanJen had worked quite hard for it..

We've prepared lots of food.. and had walked to-and-fro, contacting people...

BUT, my shepherd wanted us to give the priority to the membership class..

Reluctantly, we went..

This was our second attempt for us to join the class..

We had some miscommunication with our leader and failed to attend it for the first time...

And for this second time, we went to the wrong place-Hope BM

While the actual venue was at Hope KL

After a 45mins-drive, we finally reached there.. (yay!)

And guess what? I met a matriculation friend, whom I never see him since 2009..

He has changed a lot.. Thinner*** and Smarter***

Yarling drove us to Hope BM to attend revival night..

But we told her that we do not want to...

And that was when our guilt came in..

Where were our commitments~~~~~~~~~?? hmmmm....

We went back, sat at the cafe, ate food....

everybody seemed to be questioning for our presence..

they all knew that we've prepared for that night..

and shouldn't be eating in the cafe..

Even our leader appeared in the cafe... (What a coincidence)

Gosh.. you see.. God tried hard to bring me and WanJen to church..

And so we went...

Had a great night!

Enjoyed it!! =p

But didnt study....... =(

25th Feb

2011-02-25T02:58:00.000-08:00

Haha.. another stressful day...

I prayed for a plenitude life..

But ended up with a busy life

With too many responsibilities and burdens..

Can I get through it?

I know I can! Gambateh Jan!

24th Feb

2011-02-23T22:28:00.000-08:00

I really believe that every thing happened for a reason.

And God has it under His control.

God knows me very well.

I could not doubt it!

For I must study under stress.

For me, stressful life = motivated life.

And that was why I kept felling asleep last two days as I have plenty time to study.

God wants me to rest first.

And when there was not much time left, He will then provide me wisdom, knowledge, andstrength to stay up late till midnight.

In the end, I was able to finish EVERY single pages of notes before 2am

and have extra time to surf the internet. Praise the Lord! ^^

23th feb

2011-02-22T09:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a weird day. Unusual EXCESSIVE sleepiness even though having super enough sleep. I just found out that I can't actually stay focus on something that doesn't involve any movements. I sleep in lectures. Because I can't move nor talk in class. This makes me loose my concentration and start to doze off. Studying alone in a same position, too, will lead me to the dreamland. I don't feel comfortable without socializing. I actually decided to study hard tonight, lock myself in a room and so I didn't have dinner with friends. This aggravates my sleepiness. Sobz.. But after I made a phone call with my mum, i regain my energy. Haha... Well, I guess my energy comes from talking.. ^^

22th Feb

2011-02-21T09:45:00.000-08:00

Well, had my pathology paper today. It was almost the same as the past year papers. It was kinda easier than what I've expected. You see, I should have enjoyed more the day earlier, than studying like a robot. As what I've been called-Robot Mao, I do study like one too... I can wake up early at 8am.. and sleep at 3am... I have high expectations for the things I achieved, especially my studies. Am not competing with anyone, but trying to see how far my limitations are. Hmm... I guess that's my life as a perfectionist and an overachiever. =)

原本

2011-02-20T02:58:00.000-08:00

原本今天心情超好的。。在教会上了一堂很有意义的教学。。也好不容易说服自己不用计较那么多。。成绩不一定要考最好。。不要光靠自己的力量来达到满意的成绩，而要给机会天父帮助我们。。朋友突然的一句话，“robot猫，读十遍了hor，明天的考试很有把握了?" 我心想。。。刚刚睡醒，刚刚从教会回来（长达六个小时），刚刚。。。。都不知道要说些什么。。把门关上。。对着一遍都还没读过的Notes发呆。。。那么看得起我呀？唉。。。。。谁人明白我的苦啊？想放开一点，偷懒一点，却一直被重重的期望压迫。。。。。

你。。了解我码？

2010-10-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

你。。了解我码？

别看我老是嬉皮笑脸。。我没有你想象中快乐。。

你会觉得我很Blur，可是很多时候我都在装，避免太多的不愉快。。

也许你会认为我是购物狂，可，很多时候，我都没再买。。

你也许觉得我喜欢看帅哥。。其实我最怕跟人眼神交流。。。

我很爱说话？不！其实我喜欢静静的。。。

like vs love??

2010-07-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

when you like someone, you will feel happy when he does something ;but when you love someone, you will do anything to make him happy

clubbing之初体验

2010-05-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

My first clubbing experience - 22th may 2010- de nest- 10pm

我长这么大，第一次看见pub长什么样。我想我再也不会去这种地方了！

刚开始进去时觉得----好闷哦！人少少的。。只是音乐比较响而已。。跟girlguide gathering没什么两样。。

23号时我朋友的生日。。这次去也是为她庆生的。。由于寿星的朋友还未到达，我们也只好闷闷地。。。等待。。。。喝着Pepsi，听着音乐，四处张望。。。

那Pepsi可真贵呢。。小小的一个jar却需要二十八令吉。。

等啊，等啊，等。。。一个小时过去了。。。

这时人潮才开始汹涌起来。。

这些夜猫们终于露面了。。。

寿星的朋友也到了。。

我们移到楼下去。。我的噩梦也开始了。。

楼下超热闹的！

有人在台上跳热舞，有的在台上献唱。。

人挤人的，烟臭冲天，简直让我呼吸困难呀。。

害得我的另一位朋友一直往我头发钻。她说：“你头发好香哦！这里臭死了！”

可也没办法啊。。谁叫寿星想在这庆祝呢。。

寿星的朋友叫了六桶酒（吓！！我可没喝过酒呢！）

可怜的我被寿星灌酒

喝了好多杯酒。。好像没什么似的。。结果就越喝越多。。

朋友还另外点了个flaming lamborghini

超酷的！

那时的我已经steam steam了

回家后的我就惨了。。

睡觉睡到一半，头痛醒了，还呕吐了呢。。

隔天更可怜。。全身痒痒的。。妈妈说这是喝酒的后遗症。。

唉。。我想我再也不会喝酒了。。

clubbing一点都不好玩！

喝酒伤身，还吸进大量的二手烟！！

打死都不愿意去了。。

The Power of Prayers

2010-05-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

With a thousand words, but it's just too hard to tell

i'm no good in describing my feelings

neither do i speak well

so i decided to talk to my God

He's the one who knows me

He knows me without needing me to speak a word

He is always there when i'm in trouble

During my study week, i was stressed up

not because i can't finish my study

but due to the peer pressure

my coursemates think that i'm a smart girl, who studies fast and understands fast

they keep saying, " See, jiaxin must have finished studying, and she must be studying the third, forth time"

But that wasn't true!

i was just going through the first or may be the second time

And that really struck me, the stress was like tonnes of weight putting on my shoulder, and i hardly breathe ,then, my concentration towards my study began to fade

I could not bear with it and so I prayed and even cried out to Him (in the bathroom)

at the end, coursemates no longer fuzzing around.. there goes my stress

(you just can't doubt the power of prayer)

自我安慰

2010-05-02T11:04:00.000-07:00

我害怕寂寞
害怕一个人的时候
怕自己会想东想西
所以我总爱粘人
喜欢牵住朋友的手(男生例外)
靠住她们(很有安全感)
的确，男生给不了我这种安全感
也许是对他们失去信心了吧
交往时拥有的幸福或许很甜蜜
甚至你会觉得自己安全得很
但这一切都只是暂时性的而已
因为到了分手那时候，你就会发现自己什么都没有
男生都喜欢看美女
什么身材好不好，肥不肥，矮不矮的。。

然而，朋友就不同了
她们不管你是肥，是瘦，是高，是矮，是美，是丑?
都愿意陪你一起哭，一起笑
一起忧愁，一起懊恼
真的很难想像某一天没有朋友们的陪伴。。。
那时的我会是怎样呢

不！其实我一直在安慰我自己
一直为自己找借口来安慰受创的心
只是我还未遇见一个能改变我的想法的人
但，我期待。。。。。。。。

FUNNY

2010-04-30T09:25:00.000-07:00

难道人生一旦有了污点就会被看扁?
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。没想到我在大学也酱出名。。
算了！嘴巴长在别人身上，你无法，也无权控制呀。。
他们要在你背后说你是非就让他们说吧。。
又不会少一块肉。。

2010 Valentines Day

2010-02-13T18:27:00.000-08:00

I finally understand a thing..
Over means over..
Though you have worked hard on it..
It'll never work..
Letting go of it is the best solution..

Count*ing down

2009-06-27T01:46:00.000-07:00

Left 1 days ni !!!
gan jeungnya !
UKM im coming~
who will i meet there? i wonder...
aikz..need o wake up vvvv early in the morning leh..
aww.. tonite gt wedding party to join tim..
janjan will become panda janjan loo.. ^^

天蝎座的性格特色(Scorpio)

2009-06-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

这个星座的人有着强烈的第六感、神秘的探视能力及吸引力，做事常凭直觉；虽然有着敏锐的观察力，但往往仍靠感觉来决定一切。

天蝎座个性强悍而不妥协，也非常好胜，这是一种自我要求的自我超越，以不断填补内心深处的欲望。也由于如此，蝎族的人在心中总订有一个目标，非常有毅力，以不屈不挠的斗志和战斗力，深思熟虑的朝目标前进。

也由于是水象星座的缘故，在情感上亦属多愁善感的敏锐型，但却以自我为中心，对别人的观点亦完全不予理会。通常他们是深情而且多情的，虽然表面上看起来很平静、温文儒雅、沉默寡言，但内心却是波涛汹涌。他们在决定行动时会表现的大胆积极，属于敢爱敢恨的类型。

总之，天蝎座是一个有强烈责任感、韧性强、有概念、会组织（条理化）、意志力强、支配欲强烈，对于生命的奥秘有独特见解的本能，并且永远有着充沛精力的微妙复杂“混合体”。

Memorable Walk

2009-06-24T02:28:00.000-07:00

A day wif my best fren-Ee Von

We have not seen each other for quite some time..

bt we are still so close... wee..=p

We wandered around jusco, window shop*ing~
We even ate green tea ice-cream together neh..keke.. Wee~!

candit shot..awwman..XP

"mama mama..i wanna go home......
my legs r sore..sobz! "

My Father's Day Special

2009-06-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

Carrot Cake ! Phewit !!

Father's Day Present@Lovely Cup

Last but not least..a photo of my DADDY !

Wee~ Hapi father's day o~

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-20T20:23:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Ive decided to go to church on this special day- The Father's Day..
And I know that He will be delighted to see me singing praises to Him..
"Im back to Him.."

Luke 15, one of my favourite bible verse..
It illustrates a lost son's decision of returning to his father..

The Parable of the Prodigal Son

11 And he said, “There was a man who had two sons. 12 And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.’ And he divided his property between them. 13 Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country, and there he squandered his property in reckless living. 14 And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country, and he began to be in need. 15 So he went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed pigs. 16 And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate, and no one gave him anything.

17 “But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father's hired servants have more than enough bread, but I perish here with hunger! 18 I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.”’ 20 And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. 21 And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22 But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet. 23 And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate. 24 For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate.

25 “Now his older son was in the field, and as he came and drew near to the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 And he called one of the servants and asked what these things meant. 27 And he said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fattened calf, because he has received him back safe and sound.’ 28 But he was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, 29 but he answered his father, ‘Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him!’ 31 And he said to him, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. 32 It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.’”

The father had a love that waited, and never forgot the one who was loved, even when he was away. It was a love that fully received, not putting the son on probation. As you see, our God is like the "father", He hopes, prepares and wait for us to repent against him.. The "father" kissed his son repeatedly, bringing out the best robe and put i on his son, a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet. And even a fatted calf to celebrate his return. All these are meant to honor the son and make him know he was loved. Similarly, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.

Janjanz future

2009-06-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

Janjanz future as a dentist? lol.. Have u ever imagine tat? hahaz.. Here i come.. UKM (Bangi) .. I thought i would be goin to be a doctor .. Some how, out of the blue, i got dentistry.. Hmm.. It would be better i guess.. Not to me.. Bt to the citizens of malaysia.. Hahax.. Gd luck janjan ! ^^

沉默的瞬间..weeee !!

2009-06-20T07:55:00.001-07:00

男人不坏 - 张栋梁

2009-06-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

歌曲名称：男人不坏
歌手名称: 张栋梁 Nicholas Teo
专集名称: 男人不坏

旋转彩色风衣你像电流加速心跳节奏
香味缓慢飘过试探着我我猜你猜不透
是谁说女人很乖男人耍无赖
是谁说男人很坏女人就崇拜

出乎你意料之外 (我不坏)
想要我的爱就跟我来 (只想爱)
天生散发的风采 (我不坏)
我要你明白男人不坏 (女人爱)

开场白应该要由谁来说暧昧干扰着我
我能不能拥有眼神交错一秒把你看透
是谁说女人很乖男人耍无赖
是谁说男人很坏女人就崇拜

出乎你意料之外 (我不坏)
想要我的爱就跟我来 (只想爱)
天生散发的风采 (我不坏)
我要你明白男人不坏 (女人爱)

不理不睬不坏不爱
不明不白不坏不爱
不理不睬不坏不爱
不明不白不坏不爱

出乎你意料之外 (我不坏)
想要我的爱就跟我来 (只想爱)
天生散发的风采 (我不坏)
我要你明白男人不坏 (女人爱)

天使与魔鬼都爱 (我不坏)
尽情地享受我的舞台 (只想爱)
固执的包袱淘汰 (我不坏)
我要你明白男人不坏 (女人爱)

沉默的瞬间- 张栋梁

2009-06-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

歌曲名称：沉默的瞬间
歌手名称: 张栋梁 Nicholas Teo
专集名称: 沉默的瞬间

还搞不懂　心痛是什麽
似懂非懂成云朵
爱得汹涌　来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落

梦裡我泪滑落几回
心软弱了　逃避是非
潜意识　我心碎
梦醒了我张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点　不后退

有谁会在乎　有谁会想念
有谁能看穿　我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决　枯竭了爱恋　
我给的一切

梦裡我　我的泪滑落几回
心软弱　软弱了　逃避是非
潜意识　我心碎

梦醒了　我醒了　张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点　不后退

有谁会在乎　有谁会想念
有谁能看穿　我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决　不后悔

有谁会在乎　有谁会想念

沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决　枯竭了爱恋　
我给的一切

爱得汹涌　来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落

低调-张栋梁

2009-06-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

歌曲名称：低调
歌手名称: 张栋梁 Nicholas Teo
专集名称: 沉默的瞬间

嬉笑打闹拥抱
留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过
走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒
这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好
再多关心都徒劳
爱情从来就没有固定的味道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好
难到是我对我自己不够好

2009年6月18日

2009-06-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

2009年6月18日阴

一起床，我就赶紧爬到镜子面前，照照自己的脸孔。。。果然，我的双眼肿得很小一颗。。丑死了！也难怪啦，哭了两小时，不肿也怪。。不过，我已经想通了。。、这会是我最后一次为他哭了。。。^^

My 2nd baking experience-butter cake

2009-06-17T20:58:00.000-07:00

The Ingredients

Stirring

Baking

tadaa~

Yummy!

Breakfast~ part2..

2009-06-17T20:56:00.000-07:00

it does not contain any oil.. a healty diet ..

Breakfast~

2009-06-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

我亲手弄得早餐，很丰富哦。。

God's Word?

2009-05-31T05:23:00.000-07:00

We have invented time to feel secure that we can predict life. That clock is merciless, beating out seconds at a constant rate, ignoring the natural changing rhythms of our minds and our bodies. And so we are constantly trying to speed up or slow down. Give yourself a break for a change, - put away that watch for a couple of days and settle into your own natural rhythms.

怪怪的我

2009-05-31T05:02:00.000-07:00

心里有着千言万语。。
始终一句也没说出口。。
那是一种难以形容的感觉。。
我。。并不喜欢。。这样的我。。
我变得多么的胆小呀。。
我还是我吗？
为什么连我自己都觉得陌生呀？

My 1st Baking Experience

2009-05-31T04:55:00.000-07:00

Stir it?

Bake it for 20mins..

Done..yay !

As Easy As 1 2 3

A Poem of That Reveals My Thought

2009-05-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

Promises Made

by Christopher

Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.

No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.

Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.

One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made . . . were broken.

Simple but Healthy

2009-05-03T05:59:00.000-07:00

!~ Tea Time ~!

0

A cup of green tea~

0

A set of half-boiled egg with toast~

Fruit Salad

29th ApriL 2009

2009-05-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

A trip to Genting Highland, a stay in Hotel Highland, a memorable day for seven girls ~

The link between our rooms

Our lunch in McD

~Game hour~

-Outdoor-

Unfortunately, we only had 3 rides and it started raining....

-Indoor-

Though indoor rides are not as trilling as the outdoor ones, we enjoyed them as long as we were together, having fun.

Ripley's
Belive It or Not !
Man with 2 eye balls

That man survived. Believe it !

The luckiest chair ! Whoohoo ~!

Mermaid?? LoL..

Fish oso wear specs..

Down-syndrome piggy

Im short.. hahax

Help ! help ! someone help her ..=p

Man who can withstand high temperature.. so cool !

Im strong !

Blue-faced man

Torture Chair.. ouch

He is soooo tall

30th April 2009
Time to say goodbye.. Byez..
EE? Whatz that?

Bye bug~

Feeling Bore? Try this ~

2009-04-28T01:27:00.000-07:00

Feel bore at home?
Do some nail arts..

Hungry??
Lets make something to eat..

A Present For PUI CHYI

2009-04-28T00:45:00.000-07:00

" Another day has gone, i am still alone~~~"
Ahem.. I mean another trip 2 ipoh parade
We wandered fr shop to shop, trying to buy a present for pui chyi.. What she likes? Hmm...

ANIME ANIME ANIME ANIME ANIME
ANIME ANIME ANIME ANIME ANIME
ANIME ANIME ANIME ANIME ANIME

Wherez the anime shop? !
"Aww..itz tire man..letz have a drink "
" Coke!! O boy ! Im comin for eu ~ "

At last, we found that shop Yeah !!
"Which to buy now?"
We called pui juan, hoping that she will tell us what anime she wanted
~~She passed the phone to pui chyi..
~~=.=""

"Law of Ueki !!"
Bt!! That shop boh .. zzzz
" Im tire~ "
" Me too..=( "
" My legs are sore, stupid high heels "
" =.= "
" Letz rest then ~ "

After resting..
We went to- ANIME TECH
We asked a quite leng zai de didi for Law of Ueki..
Sadly, he said boh..
Ee.. so dissapointed man.. sobz
We looked around the shop..
another promoter came to us..
As usual, we told her the same thing.. BUT, she said they do have..
Thanks God..
We stared at de didi promoter.. lol..

AT LAST

The Horror of a Broken Contact lens

2009-04-26T04:05:00.000-07:00

"JiaXin ! Wake up!! Wake up!! Isnt you going to jusco 2day? Its ald 10.35am"

Whoaa..I jumped off my bed immediately..rubbing my eyes while switching on my phone.. OM** Its...10.35am!!!? I supposed to meet my frenz at 11am..Oh no! Im goin to be vvv late man ! How can I make it? I msged Mei Yen immediately, while brushing my teeth with lightning speed..

Luckily, my the other fren- Ms Kristine.. was late too~ Lol..

An hour later.. Mei Yen came, fetched me..
And we were right there..In Jusco.. again..
We had our breakfast in Secret Recipe.. Yumm yumm..
We chat*ed.. a lot..
Bt , there was something that irritates my LEFT eye.. I thought it was my fake eyelashes.. Bt it was not..
I then went to buy a natural tear solution.. At first it did hlped ..Bt then the pain came again in.. "Ouch ~!"
I took off my fake eyelashes, then my cons..
" Wow ! I do feel good without my con~"
Not noticing the problem, I wore back my con ..
We went for a movie.. "Blaba Mall Cop"
It was quite a funny movie... And we were all enjoyed..
However, my eye was still un"ok" ..

We left Mei Yen with her boyfriend.. Went to SnJ , get Kristine's gift to her mum, wrapped in present paper and I went home..

On the way back..I took out my con again..And this time.. I finally noticed that there was a big hole on my con.. Whoaaa.. How could I wear such "broken" con.. How pity was my eye.. Aikz

All It Ended At Where It Started

2009-04-25T04:57:00.000-07:00

Well, there ends my matriculation life..
It has been a tough 10-months experience..
I have to wash my clothes using my BARE hands, bath in COLD water despite raining heavily, eat SPICY food n ....
However, all these have trained me - to be a better , a more discipline girl..
Thanks God for bringing mi here.. I know..it was Your "arrangement" (??)
You are always there with me when i am in my ups or downs..
Your words heal my sorrow heart..
And You never fail me.. Thankyou~

Leaving Kolej Matrikulasi Perak should be a jovial thing to do..
Bt my heart seemed to be filled with unwillingness..
"I should be happy.. Shouldn't I ??", I asked myself..
Looking at the blueblue sky.. I smiled..
"I will keep the sweet memories deep inside my heart .."

Surprise

2008-05-22T06:23:00.000-07:00

As usual, i took my nap after skool...
I was having a weird dream where i was in an island..
Tatz wad i cn rmb...
Suddenly, my hse phone rang..
I was 2 lazy 2 pick up de fone..n was hoping my mum will..
Bt, de fone kept ringing, ringing n ringing...
I drag myself down my bed..
Bt it stopped when i wore my spectacles..i was lk..zha dou..
I walked down stairs..
full of anger..wondering y my sis or my mum didnt pick up de fone.. disturbing my sleep
Disappointedly, i found no 1...
My sis went 4 tuition..my grandma was in de toilet while my mum was cooking in de kitchen
Fine!! i said it 2 myself..
"Cz u had a bad day, sing a sad song n turn it around.."
Haiz..tat chipmunk singing again..which meant my mum z hp z ringing..
Urhhh..ok..ill pick it..saying 2 myself again..
BT..again it stopped when i picked it up..
Ishishish..itz my dad
I knew he sure will cal bac..i waited
He did called bac..bt via my hp..
I picked it up..N here came his words..
" U've been selected 2 go 4 matriculation.."
My mind jz went blank..
"Omgosh..hw cn dis happen 2 mi?? Did i appealed 4 it?I'll miz my family, frenz..
Am i dreaming??? I 'd bought books 4 f6........ Wad m i suppose 2 do?? "
Blank..!

My day in parade

2008-05-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i woke up early in de morning, did my morning rituals, did make-ups, had breakfast wif my family n den went 2 my bio tuition.. When i reached ther, as i was wif my make-ups n quite, formally dressed, my frenz thought i was goin 4 any thg grand.. Tuition mates looked weird at mi.. aiks.. My heart was actually nt ther while class was on.. I was over excited of shopping wif my best fren, Kristine after tuition.. Luckily de tuition period was only 1hr n 30mins.. Soon, class dismissed.. N i, of cz, went happily 2 parade.. However, Kristine was late once again and my another fren flew us aeroplane.. Haiz.. Bt, im quite used 2 it dee..

V met.. Chat.. Walked around.. Kristine bought a pair of high heels, a pair of jeans( which i paid 20dollars as a present 4 her ).. De main purpose of mi shopping in parade, was actually 2 buy physical chemistry revision book which i could nt find it in many book store.. Bt, neither could i find it here.. Sobz.. After hrs of walking, v strted feeling exhausted n went 2 haf our lunch in a restaurant, hmm.. couldn't rmb wadz de name, bt it certainly ends wif "de fish".. Since v 2 r quite self-admire, v did took some pics ther.. N while v were busy snapping pics, customers ther looked at us, smiling, as if v were funny..
These were sum pics v took..

After finished our meals, v walked around again.. till our legs began 2 pain.. Soon, bout 5pm, my mum came 2 fetch us home.. N tatz our day in parade after separated 4 few mths, wif mi studying in IPOH n kristine in KL..

My 1st Day in Sam Tet

2008-05-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

My life as a lower 6 students begin on 12th may 2008... Tat day i woke up at 5.45am.. brushed my teeth wif my eyes half-opened.. took my bath.. gt dressed up .. had breakfast n den went 2 skool by my fren'z car.. V reached skool bout 7am.. Once i stepped in, i saw old faces of my frenz..sum hw ..grown mature.. a little.. I was so nt used 2 wear my pinafore wif my t-shirt tucked inside, n therefore i kept pulling my shirt , trying 2 make myself comfortable wif it..

About 7.20am, de assembly started.. Students of f3,4 n 5 lined up n sat in de hall.. While..v, de pity lower sixes n other upper sixes were 2 b sat outside de hall , under de sun.. However it had it pros as t eachers gaf speeches inside de hall, while v had great fun outside, chit-chatting.. hahax.. If u ask mi wad they talk about, i would say.."well..i donoe"

Later on, after de assembly, v gt ourselves registered.. N were given a long , boring welcome speech.. Followed by, talks bout subject selection, students affairs, co curriculum..so on n so far.. During tat period, i was lk.. ^0^ Pity butts suffered lots.. T_T

Seconds seems lk hrs..tig tac tig tac tig tac... Ring~!! Finally..itz RECESS !! Thx God..4 saving my butt.. >< I ate a sausage bun ..and den went bac in2 de hall.. continued 2 b tortured by de talks.. Had our Six form committee elected.. blablablabla..

And therz an ice breaking session which i enjoyed de most on tat particular day... V were 2 pick an ice cube which contained a paper wif sum 1 z name written on it.. Melt de ice , took de paper out.. Search 4 de person'z name tag..n finally hand it bac 2 tat perticular person.. Den it was totally lk a mess.. Students crowded at de counters.. Squeezing n squeezing n squeezing n... zzzzz..

About 12.30pm, skool dismissed.. Wee~!!

Sweet dreams or Nightmares

2008-05-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

Wee~ Gonna strt skooling soon..
Gonna strt my new f6 life in a new study environment - SMJK Sam Tet
My dad has owex wanted mi 2 study ther
As itz his old skool..needless 2 say, hez one of de SamTet old boyz
Tatz wher..my nightmare begins..
Wif al hez frenz , 2 mi-spies surrounding mi..
Itz gd tat they could guide mi ..bt spying 4 my dad 2..sobz
However, itz gd 2 meet some of my old buddies after few mths of..erm..holidays
V ll gt 2gether..chattin , sharing our experiences during this holiday..
BuT, thkin of those homework, tuitions n examinations awaiting mi...
I begin 2 strt worry.. nervous.. fear..
Phew..Scary !
I've forgotten all de formulas 4 both chemistry n mathematics..
Wad 2 do???
Revise?? nah..i ll oni fall in2 deep sleep..
Pity huh? haiz..